Honoring my Light

Since attending James Van Praagh’s workshop a few weeks ago, I feel different. As I mentioned before, I’m not quite sure how to find the words to describe the difference. I just feel different.

At the OPERA fair last weekend, I offered a Reiki I class on Saturday night. I invite previous students to join the class at no charge if I have space. One individual remarked, “Something’s different. What’s different?” I just smiled knowing that indeed something was different. On Sunday, I exchanged services with my friends, and they too noticed a difference.

With that said, this past week, I have gone through a range of emotions and have allowed myself to feel what I was feeling rather than tuck them away. I have felt joyful, sad, excited, alone, and even bullied. I had to step back and assess what is really going on.

As I am forging ahead, I recognize the need to continue to allow myself to feel what I am feeling and to establish better boundaries for myself. I have always been an extreme giver, and I acknowledge that I need to give to myself as well. I feel like it is necessary for me to do this because there is only so much of ME to go around on a daily basis. I’m striving for balance rather than feeling pulled in all directions.

Some efforts that I have  already put into force ~ I will be establishing a work schedule for myself and scheduling in “days off.” My radio show schedule is full for March and April, but I intend to do both shows on Wednesdays only beginning in May. Plus, I am making a concerted effort to eat healthier and stop eating chocolate. I know that it’s necessary, and I’ll feel better.

Some people feel like I am pulling back, but in reality, I am honoring myself. I don’t want to feel pulled in all different directions. I need to balance work with play. I need to balance taking time for myself just as I take time for others. I need to honor the Light within me so that it can continue to shine bright.

About shellyrwilson

Shelly Wilson is an author, intuitive medium and conscious creator who is passionate about helping people wake up to their greatness. She supports others as they navigate their own journey into consciousness to experience aliveness. Shelly’s books, 28 Days to a New YOU, Connect to the YOU Within, Journey into Consciousness and Embracing the Magic Within are available in paperback and eBook. She is also the creator of Cards of Empowerment and Clarity Cards.

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